Mood: Tired
Currently Listening to: I Wanna Be With You

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Okay...unfortunately, the periodical exams would start...

DUN DUN DUN!

TUESDAY.

Ain't it fun? Yes, I know...it's not. And I would be forced to be on blog leave (not that I update regularly but hey, I wanna post something like that too!). And since I cannot go online, I cannot update my story. Boohoo for me.

Anyways, yesterday I went to SM Megamall to start out my search for 'The Chronicles of Life and Death.' Unfortunately, even if SM Megamall is big and woohoo purdy, I didn't get to find that goddamn CD. So, I was forced to wake up early today and rush to SM North Edsa and begin another epic search for that ebil CD. After 3 hours of searching (and buying random gifts for my beloved classmates), I finally found it! THANK YOU ASTROPLUS! THANK YOUUUU!

Yes, I am happy.

Yes, it made my day.

And yes, William Beckett is hot.

BILL IS <3 but unfortunately he is not mine. -is scared of all the rabid fangirls that are ready to pwn her- I don't want to get killed, sorry.

Well that concludes my day...oh and yes Aren, I really meant what I said this morning.

Labels: Happiness, School Dilemmas, Tired as Hell

Mood: Not really happy...and tired. Very tired.
Currently Listening to: Don't Tell Me by Avril Lavigne (I don't like her new songs...really.)

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Ok...this is officially my 68th post. Oh yes...a year has gone and yet I still haven't reached my 100th post. Am I lazy of what?

Anyway, the Family Day is just around the corner (actually, it's already on Saturday) and damn, our class is already abusing our bodies just to freakin' win. Yes, we are determined whether it's 2nd or 1st place but first place is SO MUCH better. Actually, if you ask me, the dance steps our choreos made are good. Some of my friends said that we still need to work on our synchronization. Well, what we really need to focus on is our projection.

I super duper love love LOVE our fans. I love the color. I love the design. I love the concept. Overall, I love everything about it. Although there were problems that occurred, we found a way to make it work. And I so pray to God that it will work. And I love our head dress too.

Moving on, what is currently happening to my life?

Well, to start of, I live in a house of Silence. Silence. I never really hated that word. But when I'm described as silent, or rather, the word silence/silent is associated to me, more often it is not a good sign. It can mean that I'm in a bad mood, or I'm not really focused. It can mean that I'm pissed at someone or I'm already imagining a person dying in front of me.

Honestly, if I have a choice, I would leave this damned place. Everything here annoys me. The silence, everything, even the people here.

ANYWAY...

I just saw recently Avril's new video, entitled 'Hot.' Honestly, I want the old Avril back. This new Avril is weird...is flirty....GAH. What the hell happened to her? -twitch-

Oh...and I enjoyed last night's Celebrity Deathmatch episode. Paris vs. Nicole! YEY.

And before I forget, thanks to Marlo and Aren for helping us do our props! Love you dears.

Labels: Bitching, Dance Pro, School Dilemmas

Currently Listening to: Cup of Coffee by Garbage
Mood: I don't know. Between sadistic and sympathetic. Is that weird?

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I just realized that I haven't posted anything for a month. Oh well, I'm really lazy. Sorry 'bout that.

Actually, I don't really know why I'm posting today. I should be studying but no, I just have to read some fanfictions. Ah well. I'll study later anyway.

I just finished reading a story. Actually, the story kind of freaked me out. The guy is killing a poor canary for goodness sake! Oh well, jealousy is sometimes fatal. This reminds me of a bunch of videos/movies I watched.

I don't really want to study for the exam. I'm just not feeling it. And every thing's going way to fast. Sometimes I don't know if I can still keep up.

OHOHOHO~

IS THAT ME ANGST-ING ABOUT LIFE?

I think this is the result of watching a bunch of "How to be Emo" videos in Youtube. Well, that's what happens when a teenage girl is bored and has nothing to do.

Anyway, since the exams will start on Monday, please pray for me so I wouldn't go asleep while studying! not that I mind sleeping while studying but seriously.

Oh yeah, do coconuts taste good when they're fried?

Ok, I'm getting really random today.

I miss Sheepie and Black Sheepie.

Yep, I'm really being random today. I think I need my pills. Ah well.

I'll end my post right now before I type up something weird and disturbing.

Yellow feathers
Bright blue eyes
Gracefully soaring
Into the skies

You're my canary;
More beautiful than peacock, sparrow, dove
And this I know
You're my one true love

But when you fly away
Away from here
You distraught my world
You confirm my fear

Let me rip your feathers
I'll pierce your eye
Tear your wings
Now, can you fly?

--Canary Feathers by Muikai.

Labels: Gory things I find while reading, Randomness while studying, School Dilemmas

Mood: Tired but Happy
Currently Listening to: Anthem of Our Dying Day

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I know, I know, I haven't posted for a while. Well, I've been kind of busy these past few days. Ah well, I'm posting now so let's all be happy. Actually, a lot has already happened during the days when I didn't even bother post since I'm so damn lazy. Anyway, I'll just list them and add a few details which aren't really post worthy. Here goes nothing.

We had our Recollection last August 24 at Maryhill. Anyway, I love the place since it's so big and has a very beautiful view. And it's on top of hill! Yey! Ok...I'm being childish. Anyway, the theme of our Recollection is Friendship. I guess it's pretty obvious that most of us (including me) got very emotional at the latter part of the session. Oh well, this Recollection is something I wouldn't forget any time soon...definitely unforgettable (since it's also our last Recollection as a section 1 class).

My partner and I already presented in the Sagutang Dayalogo. I admit, it isn't that perfect but hell, I'm still happy that I didn't mess up my lines. Actually, I added a few words or two but nothing major that would really change the whole presentation. Yey yey.

Oh yeah...Our Report Cards would be given on Monday. Please pray for our dear, tortured souls, especially mine. If I didn't make it in the OS List, Eris (my computer), Celphy (my cellphone), and my PS2 (I still haven't given it a name -.-) would be taken away from me. -tears-

Anyway, today is our PALIHAN day and SEG day. PALIHAN was alright, a lot of planning to do but everything turned out well. I really enjoyed our SEG Session. Why? Well, we were asked to create a movie using Windows Movie Maker. It's a lot of fun really. I enjoyed the part wherein we were able to watch a clip called 'Karate Cow'. I was really dying of laughter when we were watching it. Imagine a cow doing karate then shoots milk to the unfortunate guy.

Cel, Aren and I came up with a plan in our SEG. We decided to do a random movie wherein it shows our fandoms. Thus, Project: Shameless Gayness was born. Cel and I used KH clips (the pairing is RISO) and Aren used Akame/KAT-TUN clips. Even if we had a hard time editing the clips, PSG was a success and I am really really happy about it.

Sir Talens reminded us to bring personal video clips on the next SEG Session. Cel and I planned to do a little cosplay skit and other random stuff. Yey, I'll be Selphie Tilmitt! Go hyperness!

Well, I need to end this post now...ta ta!

(We'll have our exposure trip tomorrow, please pray for us!)

Sing me something soft, sad and delicate. Or loud and out of key...Sing me anything.

Labels: Happiness, Kingdom Hearts, PALIHAN, Procrastination, RIKUSORA LURVE, School Dilemmas, Tired as Hell, Yaoi

Mood: Irritated
Currently Listening to: Queer by Garbage

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Okay...I'm supposed to be studying than bitching here. Oh well, I've already finished Religion but I've got this dilemma of not knowing what to study next. It's not really my fault. Why? Well, for some reason, a lot of students are group messaging about our schedule in the test. And let's face it, every gm is different from another. Some say there'll be classes on Saturday, some say there'll be 3 tests on Saturday and many other things.

I admit, when I'm studying I'm a bit stressed out. And when I look at my cellphone and see those kinds of group message, I get really irritated. And when I'm irritated, I can't study. I just want to bite someone's head off right now.

Why can't people just shut up and wait? Those group messages aren't helping anybody. They just make others confused. And then they say that the admin sent that message, oh c'mon people, even our teacher doesn't know about that message.

Why don't we just try to tone down the forwarding of messages and study? I'm already tempted to turn off my cellphone but somehow I manage to stop myself since I'm still wishing that someone would send something logical and factual that would make me calm down.

Oh well...I'll just wish myself good luck.

Labels: Bitching, Paranoia, School Dilemmas, Storm Relief

Mood: A Bit Happy
Currently Listening to: Call Me When You're Sober by Evanescence

--------*All Was Good...Until She Came

This week is TOTAL HELL. Assignments are being tossed around, the same with long tests. And did I mention the outcome of the Mastery Test? No? I swear, never again will I neglect ENGLISH and MATH. Actually, for me, the Mastery is about Stock Knowledge so there's no point in wasting your time by reading new lessons and such. I stand corrected. The scores were LOW. To the point that my parents might even ground me for it. Oh well...better hide it then.

And then there's the upcoming Practical Test in Speech.

I admit, I'm a bit prone to having the so-called stage fright. But who can blame me? I think it's normal to be nervous in front of everybody. I'm quite lucky that I'm not one of the students who'll do their Extempo Speech tomorrow. I'm not even prepared! I haven't researched about Zubiri! I don't even find my topic THAT interesting. Even if Aimee told me that the topic is easy (which I somehow agree), it didn't struck as something I would enjoy talking about. And that's why I'm tempted to say "Honestly, as a student, I don't necessarily care who won the elections." If only the topic is about gay globalization or something similar, I will most certainly enjoy talking about that one. (since I'm a YAOI fangirl)

Anyway, I'm still persuading my grandmother to give me my money so I could go to the FOB's concert. I mean it's MY MONEY. MINE MINE MINE! Nobody told her to put it in a freakin' bank or whatever you call it and include in the time deposit section. My aunt gave that money to me and she has no right to keep it away from me!

Okay...I'm desperate. I apologize.

And yes, she came back and she's more dangerous. I bet she's coming to get us. -whimpers-

--------*All Was Good...Until She Came

Labels: Attack of the PHs, Money-Deprivation, School Dilemmas, Yaoi

Mood: A bit dizzy but happy nonetheless...
Currently Listening to: Blue and Yellow by The Used

--------*Is the School Trying to Kill Me?!

Ok...today was our Palihan. I'm happy of course. There's no lectures, no additional assignments and such. Anyway, I just noticed that school is becoming more dangerous to me. Not because of the additional schoolworks, no it's not that. It's something with the things inside the school.

Last Tuesday, the big pot that I was balancing on my head decided to just tumble down. Luckily, I managed to catch it but ended up bruising my arm. Yesterday was horrible. During lunch, my face was hit by the door. Good thing there's no bruise created. Oh god. Then on dismissal time, the seat plan thingy decided to become evil. Apparently, there's an exposed needle in it and I ended up having a bleeding ring finger. Oh well, at least nothing painful happened to me today.

And yeah, I am now currently experiencing the wrath of being an officer. Oh well, it's my job so I apologize to anyone who gets pissed at me when I perform it. I can't say I'm a perfect leader. I've been a leader once, yes it's hard, but I didn't try to enjoy being one so it became disastrous. I've learned that lesson a very long time ago. I just want to ask people to please bear with me and please understand.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not mad at anyone.

--------*Is the School Trying to Kill Me?!

Labels: PALIHAN, School Dilemmas

Mood: A bit tired and hungry
Currently Listening to: Don't Touch My Birdie

--------*What's with Me and Titles?

Before I officially start this post, I would like to greet Ms. Mary Louise Ramos a very happy birthday.

And yet I still don't what to give her. Ah well.

Anyway, this day, as I predicted before in my earlier post, is tiring. It's not really physically tiring, it's rather mentally tiring, if there is such a term. Why? Basically we had a long test in Soc. Sci. which isn't THAT hard since it doesn't have Identification. (And thank God for that!) Then we had a quiz in Science about the Microscope. The quiz is SUPPOSED to be alright but I got confused with the instruction. I don't even know what I'm writing as I try to answer the questions.

Then we had English. English, the subject I thought that doesn't really need TOO much attention like Math. I guess I was wrong. I couldn't even get a perfect score in the quizzes let alone get a very high one. I'm a bit surprised that I am having difficulties with it. I bet when my mom hears about this I would get a 30 minute rant about being careless and such. It isn't really my fault...I think. I mean I was used to not reviewing when there's a quiz in it since it's really a skill subject.

Oh well...

We had an Expository writing. Actually, I don't think I would get a very high score with it. Why? I don't have enough tools/references to write it as credible as possible. I mean, sure I could define the word Truth with the dictionary but when it comes to giving examples, I'll admit that I have difficulties. I've heard about some stories concerning truth but I can't assure our teacher that it is verbatim in a sense. I'm also tempted to write down some opinions with the issues I included but IT IS NOT ALLOWED. Our teacher told us that Expository Writing is about giving facts not giving opinions. Oh dear, I do have a problem with it. I don't have enough proofs to some of the statements I wrote.

I mean I can't really put DepEd said this and that about truth right?

And my conclusion is not at all satisfying. I just realized it when Rochelle proofread my work. I didn't even try to explain the statement, let alone have proofs to support it. I guess my work is 60% opinions and 40% facts. And I also didn't came up with a witty title. Man, titles just hate me. I'm practically sure that I won't get a line of nine in this.

Oh well.

And our group were spared from presenting today in Filipino. Yey!

And I've noticed that I still haven't answered Lara's survey. Damn, I procrastinate too much. Oh well, tomorrow perhaps?

--------*What's with Me and Titles?

Labels: Birthdays, Procrastination, School Dilemmas

Mood: Extremely Tired
Currently Listening to: Like You by Evanescence

--------*Is it a Sign?!

Okay, to wrap all the things that happened today up, I'm going to say that it was VERY exhausting. Seriously, and I bet tomorrow would be the same. Why oh why do we, the poor tortured students, have to suffer? What did we do wrong?! Is this our punishment?!

Ok...I'm already over-reacting. I apologize.

Anyway, I really hate the dance that is supposed to be our test in PE. Why? Well, who in the world wants to balance pots on their heads and would gladly dance like nothing is wrong?! And there's still the danger of breaking the said pots since not all of us are coordinated. We even have to roll without breaking them. It's VERY hard. My poor flattened head.

Then I have to stay until 5 pm because we need to practice for our presentation. I admit, it's a hell of fun. I would've enjoyed it more if only the PE session wasn't the last period of the day. But no, God has other plans. Oh well, at least we skipped the long test in Music.

And of course, my most favorite part of the day is going home. Why? Because I can use the computer. And when I use the computer, my main purpose is to read. Reading is my salvation, mind you.

But again, God has OTHER plans.

Apparently, tomorrow we'll have a long test in Soc. Sci. and a quiz in Science. And since God knows that I would AGAIN waste my time reading, He decided to do something that left me all fics-deprived.

Fanfiction.net is currently having difficulties and problems. The fics are not sorted by their update date. I don't know who the hell updated and what not. I can't read anything because the current date is July 10. It's already July 24, people. TWENTY-FOUR. FOURTEEN DAYS AFTER THE TENTH!

I bet this is God's way of saying I should be more responsible and stop reading yaoi fics because they won't do you any good. -mopes-

I want to freakin' read dammit. I don't even have HP7. I have no life. -whines-

Oh well, at least I already unlocked the secret movie in Kingdom Hearts! Oh yeaaaahhh...!! And all I can say is...Riku's so hot...Damn that wet effect! Oh well, all I need to do is get the ultima weapon...

--------*Is it a Sign?!

Labels: Evil PE Dances, Kingdom Hearts, School Dilemmas, Tired as Hell

Mood: Tired
Currently Listening to: Thnks fr th Mmrs
Patience Level: 54%

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Again, thanks to my procrastinating issues and laziness, I haven't posted for a FEW days. Unfortunately, those days were somewhat can be labeled as 'Rare Days Where Many Events Occur'. Now why did I say that? Well, sure we had our Recognition practice and I have to admit...the parts where we are really 'practicing' is kind of, boring. Anyway, I admit, I had so much fun while chatting with some of my classmates.

Moving on, today is the SPECIAL day where we receive our cards. So yeah...I just wanted to say...Noval hates me.

Oh well...I'm not in good terms with her anyway...

I'm kinda hyper today and does not have the capacity to type something decent so I will just update tomorrow and elaborate some of the events that took place.

Labels: Procrastination, Recognition Practices, School Dilemmas

Mood: Kind of Bored but still Happy
Currently Listening to: Mirror, Mirror
Patience Level: 70%

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Anyway, I was planning to post something up last Monday but unfortunately my net card became insufficient and I'm so lazy to go to the internet shop and buy one. The supposed to be post should be about my preparation for the 'Confession'. The Confession, oh how I hate not to mention, scared facing the priest and started blurting out all my bloody sins. Anyway, there was no escape, we have to face the priest and do it or else, -gulps- Sister Rochie will bite our heads off only God knows. If you still haven't noticed, I'm kind of afraid of priests. Why? I'll give you a clue. It is somewhat related to my 'A Tribute to Anton AKA Ant' post.

So yes, we did our Confessions and I was forced to I was asked to pray 3 Our Fathers blah blah. The Confession didn't last for a minute or two. I don't know, the priest didn't really pay attention to me. Maybe it will last longer if told him that I'm in love with a priest or something. So yeah, I was fortunate enough to survive it. But honestly, I didn't think it was effective. Why? After the Confession, I already committed sins especially lying and being violent.

Today is Ash Wednesday. So yeah, crosses were found on our foreheads and they didn't burn us to crisp. The mass was alright, the same old noise could be heard and all. And yes, there was no meat found. I was glad that I survived the day without chicken burger. And yes, I'm still sinful as ever.

We had our practice/meeting for Music. We had to or else we won't be able to create our Powerpoint presentation. Actually, we didn't really do anything special except commit the 'Acts of Vanity'. Yes, we spent our precious time taking pictures. Stolen shots, emo-wanna be look alike, you name it! Fortunately, we were able to video something. The round was hilarious. Why? We sang Leron Leron Sinta and the ending was like this: 'Nabali ang iba!'. And we were all laughing about it.

Anyway, because of the hot weather, I'm afraid to say I'll be prone to mood swings. Oh well, at least my trusty fan is here. Well, see you next time, bye!

Labels: Confessions, School Dilemmas, Vanity

Mood: Bored
Currently Listening to: Knives

Taglish or Enggalog muna...tinatamad akong mag-English eh. Anyways, baka palitan ko na ang layout ko (mapapalitan yan once naayos ko na ung links thingy) So yun, ang tanggal ko ng hindi nag-uupdate, I'm so lazy kasi. So ito ang mga pangyayari during the past week:

Monday: Wala masyadong pangyayare. Tuesday schedule ngayon dahil ayaw nilang maapektuhan ng launching yung first period sa Tuesday. So yun, wala masyadong matinong pangyayare. It's just yung isang teacher namin, diniscribe yung kaklase ko na 'hot na hot'. NIIIIICE. So yun, ang kawawang student ay inasar.

Tuesday: Absent ako dahil kailangan ko magpamedical examination. Wala lang, dapat mag ha-half day ako kaso whole day akong nasa hospital. Grabe, ang aga-aga pa lang, andami-dami ng tao. Wow, ang dami talagang Pilipinong gustong pumunta sa ibang bansa. Waha. So yun, dahil nawala ang immunization record ko, inulit uli ang mga vaccines. Ansaket in fairness, as in 2 beses ako ininjectionan tapos pinainom ng super pait na polio vaccine. Ew. Mga 4 pm na kami natapos sa medical examination. Grabe, pumunta kami dun ng mga 6:30am tapos natapos mga bandang 4 pm. Maganda yun. So yun, tinawagan ko yung kaklase ko for the assignments, wala naman daw. Nagkwento lang yung TLE teacher namin ng kamorbidan. WAW.

Wednesday: Wala masyadong pangyayari. Hindi ko kasi ginawa assignment ko sa Pinoy so nagmadali ako. As in nung pagkatapos ko dun, hiningi na ng teacher namin yung assignment. WAW. ASTIG. Tapos yun, pinadala kami ng canned goods. Buti na lang naalala ng busmate ko nung dumaan kami sa may bakery. Wahihihi. It is proven, I'm a computer addict.

Thursday: Ayun, the day before bandfest. Waha. Masaya rin naman. Kaso wala masyadong importanteng nangyari. Nakakatakot lang talagang ipa-act ng lalakeng-lalake yung isang kagroupmate ko sa Speech. (Ako yung director...huhuhu)

Friday: Bandfest day! Haha. Anyways, dahil Bandfest nga, ang uwian at 1:50pm. Ansaya. Anyways, may kalokohan ding nangyari nung bandang lunch. Waha. Kasi may jail booth, e hinnhuli ang mga nakaPE. (PE namin nun sooooo....) So ayun, lumabas kami nila Aimee at Kyla sa classroom. E may lumapit sa ming magtatanong lang, ayun, akala namin huhulihin kami, takbo kami. Ang stupid noh? So yun. Nung uwian, naligo ako at nagbihis at pumunta kela Lie. Waha. Punta kami kela Miket tapos nagStarbucks kami. So yun, hiniram ko pa talaga yung jacket ni Miket kasi baka hindi ako payagang makapasok (may pagkabackless yung suot ko kahit long sleeves). Yun, picturan kami. Ansaya-saya. ANG GWAPO NI JAPS!! SHET!...-ehem- Tapos nung bandang 9 or 10 pm na, tumambay kami ni Rochie sa labas ng Cr. Ang ganda ng place grabe. Yun, from time to time pumupunta si Vicky. Kilitian kami tapos hinigaan pa ako nung dalawa. Grabe, buti sana kung hindi sila ganun kabigat di ba? Waha. Tapos pagulong-gulong kami sa grass. Mga 11 pm natapos yung bandfest at hindi lumitaw ang Kjwan! ANDAYA! Wah. Pero masaya pa rin.

Saturday: Masakit ang buong katawan ko. Kainis. Ansaket, hindi ako makalakad ng mabuti. Gad. Yun, wala naman masyadong pangyayari. Hehe. Pang-asar lang talaga ang Globe. Antagal ako i-unli! The day after pa talaga! Hmph!

At ngayon ay Sunday na. Cram Sessions ulit! Yey Seven Black Roses (To Sleep) na! Saya-saya! Hanggang dito muna! Bye bye!

Labels: Bandfest, Boredom, School Dilemmas

Okay, I know I haven't updated for so many days. I've been neglecting my blog, I'm so sorry. Anyway, I really do apologize for my laziness.

So what to post? What to post?

Hmm....this week is very exhausting. For the past few days, we were busy preparing for the Songfest which was held today. (We lost okay?) Anyway, the winners were I3 and I6. Oh well, we'll get them next time. So yeah, it's okay for us, at least we're together right?

Today is also our Mastery Test. It's okay I guess. It wasn't that hard. Stock knowledge right? We also had 3 long tests in one day. Yeah, poor us. And as Ate Jihan would put it, "Sir!! Nasabaw na utak ko...kailangan ko ng therapy!!"

Hehe....

So yeah, thanks to those long tests, my head almost exploded. Dear Lord, why do we even have to suffer?!

This'll be the end of my post...I'll try to post tomorrow...hopefully I won't get lazy.

Bad Things about Laziness:
-You'll be cramming
-You'll be apologizing for it...
-You'll be scolded

and many more...Peace out!

Labels: Confessions, Procrastination, School Dilemmas

Ain
14
A girl who is dsl-deprived. Loves music, food, fanfictions, yaoi, amvs, fanarts, video games and her friends. Oh and her computer, Eris, too. :)

Car
Guitar
Johnny Depp, Mikey Way and Pete Wentz

Aren
Ate Jihan
Cee
Ciara
Donna
Jay
Lara
Markie
Miket
Sopias
Vicky