Mood: Depressed and Angry at herself
Currently listening to: Atlantic by Thrice

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Ok. It's New Year's Eve and everyone's group messaging their greetings. The usual things that a person sometimes feel he/she is obligated to do so. I for one, haven't said my greetings to my friends. Well, except for one person, but I was h**** at that time.

So why haven't I said my greetings?

Simple.

I can't say the h word. That and I'm not feeling the spirit right now.

To make it more simple, I'm angry at myself. A lot.

Why?

Well...I lost my pet. What a wonderful event to end the year. Seriously.

Damn, I still can't get over the fact that I spent 200 pesos and 10k zenny over that freakin' poring just to make it talk, be well fed, loyal...Ok...I admit, I spoiled ~*paopao*~

But I like that goddamn poring. It was there when I'm being harassed by a bunch of players just to get heals and buffs. It was there when I first saw the guy who made me squeal like a fucking little girl with a fucking little crush. It was there when I tried to escape that evil miniboss. It was freakin there when I was attacked while I was resurrecting my friend.

And now it's gone.

Weeks of feeding it and trying to make it loyal are in vain...it'll never come back now.

And goddamn it, me in my critical mode isn't helping either.

I think you'll notice it...Never had I shamelessly posted a freakin' post that is full of curses.

Hn. Whatever. I hope I'll feel better after 4 hours (as what Victoria stated when I said I won't be happy for a month).

Labels: Bitching, New Year, PMS-ing

Ain
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A girl who is dsl-deprived. Loves music, food, fanfictions, yaoi, amvs, fanarts, video games and her friends. Oh and her computer, Eris, too. :)

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