Mood: Depressed and Angry at herself
Currently listening to: Atlantic by Thrice

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Ok. It's New Year's Eve and everyone's group messaging their greetings. The usual things that a person sometimes feel he/she is obligated to do so. I for one, haven't said my greetings to my friends. Well, except for one person, but I was h**** at that time.

So why haven't I said my greetings?

Simple.

I can't say the h word. That and I'm not feeling the spirit right now.

To make it more simple, I'm angry at myself. A lot.

Why?

Well...I lost my pet. What a wonderful event to end the year. Seriously.

Damn, I still can't get over the fact that I spent 200 pesos and 10k zenny over that freakin' poring just to make it talk, be well fed, loyal...Ok...I admit, I spoiled ~*paopao*~

But I like that goddamn poring. It was there when I'm being harassed by a bunch of players just to get heals and buffs. It was there when I first saw the guy who made me squeal like a fucking little girl with a fucking little crush. It was there when I tried to escape that evil miniboss. It was freakin there when I was attacked while I was resurrecting my friend.

And now it's gone.

Weeks of feeding it and trying to make it loyal are in vain...it'll never come back now.

And goddamn it, me in my critical mode isn't helping either.

I think you'll notice it...Never had I shamelessly posted a freakin' post that is full of curses.

Hn. Whatever. I hope I'll feel better after 4 hours (as what Victoria stated when I said I won't be happy for a month).

Labels: Bitching, New Year, PMS-ing

Mood: Extremely Moody
Currently Listening to: Here In Your Arms by Hellogoodbye

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Okay...I guess most people know that a pms-ing girl is scary when she took something rather offensively and the like. So, most likely it's best not to annoy her during those 'days.'

I'll get to the point. I'm currently not in my best self because of a problem. (hint: read the first two lines.) Anyway, I don't really like it when someone rants about her crush/interests nonstop. I don't really like it when someone tells me 'whatever' when I'm already in my 'I'll bite your head off' mode. But what I DON'T HONEST TO GOODNESS LIKE is when someone who already knows that I'm pissed and ready to bite someone's head off but still ignored those aforementioned and won't leave me alone...with the speech of her undying love for someone (who I don't really care about) on the side.

No. Five days is already enough and I'm at my breaking point. I can't continue going to school, hearing the same speech, go home, go online and get another shot of the same speech.

PLEASE. JUST. STOP. THE. MADNESS.

I just want to have a normal school day with my friends and classmates WITHOUT hearing any oh so wonderful epistle of the undying love to a teacher. PLEASE JUST ONE DAY OF SILENCE IS ENOUGH.

I never really meant to post this kind of stuff but really, I need a break. And this is the only solution I can come up with. I'm already stressed because of schoolwork...I need to release it somehow.

That and my wanting to watch Harry Potter 5.

Yes, my life is sad.

Oh yeah...I'll answer the survey from Lara tomorrow. I need to get back to reading...and calm myself before I explode.

I love my new layout! Heheheh...

Labels: Bitching, New Layout, PMS-ing

Ain
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A girl who is dsl-deprived. Loves music, food, fanfictions, yaoi, amvs, fanarts, video games and her friends. Oh and her computer, Eris, too. :)

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